Mad Woman Crossing

I need to thank all those who have stuck with me through this stupid hiatus. I don’t know how much longer it will last, so I wouldn’t blame any of you for unfollowing me.

The truth is that I have no desire to play Sims anymore. I played it last night and it just wasn’t fun for me. I don’t know what that means for my legacy, as I had been having issues with that save file for a while and I have had writer’s block as well. I guess we’ll have to see. I still have yet to re-install my game.

Really though, I have no desire to do anything. Everything I wanted to do holds no happiness for me. I don’t know what to do.

Anyway, just thought I’d let you all know. Love you all.

So I’m all looking for jobs, right, and my mom is over my shoulder, right, and she’s all “you need to look for jobs instead of playing games”, right, and she reads what I have up. “That’s a stressful job, you have to deal with people, can you do that?” I thought you said I need to look for a job, mom. Nice to know you have so much faith in my abilities.

Seriously though, it’s like nothing I ever do is good enough for her.

*insert appropriate life-is-fucked gif here*

I think I’m gonna re-install my game.

I think I need a break from all things Sims for a while. Everything I see just reminds me that EA is a prat and hasn’t fixed their shoddy piece of “game” that they continue to push to the masses. Oh, and that I’m paying for that in crashes and freezes which won’t be fixed by removing CC/mods. Sooooooo, big break for me. Yep.

I love you guys.

I sent a really long message to Pib that I was debating about posting in public. I still don’t know. I feel so idiotic about it because it’s all trivial in the long run; just so much stuff that adds up and breaks me. I try to hold it in because I don’t want to be a whiner but it just gets to the point where I have to let it out somewhere.

I just want to complain about how terrible I feel right now without losing followers or making myself seem like some stupid idiot who whines all the time because I really feel like i’m falling apart at the seams and I just need someone to know and I am in serious need of love right now.

frecklefaceyayy asked: Is Zeddie short for Zebra?

the-zeddie-little:

How’d you know?

OMG. Best. Evar.

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